This is cute, Cole.
15 more days…
I think I’ve always been too scared to take risks …or try things that are too far out of my comfort zone. Sometimes i feel i could stay in my comfy bed forever with my laptop and music, away from the rest of the world (which is going mad btw lol). I always thought i didn’t care what other people thought of me..but there are people I don’t want to disappoint. Sometimes i feel my life isn’t really mine.
Yesterday it was sunny and i was with friends, i felt i could happily stay here…today its raining and i’m alone in my room, i feel like maybe university isn’t really for me,maybe this isn’t where i’m meant to be. I have itchy feet but i feel i don’t have permission to go.
So I commend the enjoyment of life, because nothing is better for a man under the sun than to eat and drink and be glad. Then joy will accompany him in his work all the days of the life God has given him under the sun.
— Ecclesiastes 8:15
You move me- Gina Loring
“women of the fatherless tribe love men differently”
2. be broken.
3. pray again.
4. write/draw/sing. whatever you want. just create something beautiful.
5. if it is the daytime, do not shut out the light. let it pull you together. and if it is night, sit obstinately in the lull of it.
6. bury your fears, even if only for a moment. your future has already forgotten them.
7. forgive yourself.
8. forgive yourself.
9. forgive yourself.
10. remember you are only human.
and repeat as necessary.
I needed this